Well, we finally did it today.  After months of struggle with cancer, we put our dog Bixy to sleep.  It was the first time I'd ever experience something like that.  In the end I realized that it was the best thing for her.  Dang, I haven't cried like that in a while.  I had to hold in tears a couple of times during work today because I knew once it was 5:30, it'd be time for her sleep.  My mom once said that dogs don't have souls but I don't believe that.  Bixy was a good dog.  Even though at times she had her accidents or wouldn't listen, she was an angel.  My family's angel... Before I said bye, I asked her to meet me at Heaven's gate.  Rest In Peace Bixy...